I want to stay up all night long,
And show myself that everything about me so wrong.

Why do I need someone always?
Even after I know no one ever stays.

Why do I love in abundance?
Even after the person has walked out of the fence.

Why can’t I leave them when they left me?
Even when I know, the pain in my heart and the tears in my eyes they cannot see.

Why don’t I learn that no one is worth it?
Even after falling repeatedly in the same pit.

Why do I give a chance to everyone to hurt me?
Even after I know no one cares however I be.

I hate myself for being me,
I hate every bit and piece of me.